Feeling excited, nervous and a bit afraid

In just a few days I will be off to Spain. I will meet up with the man they may very well become my husband. I will the travel to Koln Germany with him to get a feel for what it would be like to live there. I have spent quite a few years traveling, moving to different places. I have always been excited and never looked back. Today I am nervous. I am really nervous. I believe that once we are together again I will feel at ease. I have never had this feeling. I have change in my life. This will be a big one. Marriage, moving to a new country and possibly children. I have had a huge dose of stress over the past few months. I do believe this is part of my feeling a bit nervous. I need to breathe and know that I am going on an adventure any decisions I make are up to me. Wish me well.